June 9th, 2010 by Dan Meyer
From the student newspaper (apologies to Andrew Kuo):
At the end of every year I've worked at this school, I've either been laid off or I've quit, which means that no one really believes I'm leaving now. I was offered a doctoral fellowship at Stanford starting next fall, lasting the better part of a decade, and emphasizing "curriculum design and teacher education." If I've made my motivations for teaching and blogging clear at all these last few years, you'll understand this wasn't an offer I could turn down.
If I'll admit to any buyer's remorse, though, it's right now, a few hours after saying goodbye to some of the coolest human beings of any age I've had the good luck to meet. I'm feeling too melancholy to write at length about any of this, which is probably a good turn for humanity, but these would have been the general themes:
- the opportunity cost of teaching, the time that planning for functional teaching has cost me every day for six years; how not teaching will allow me to start banking some time and concentration towards longer projects.
- some frivolous concern for the future of this blog; uncertainty that I'll have any time or energy to write anything here during my doctoral studies, much less anything of any insight into the classrooms I've abandoned; concern that I've now become the sort of egghead I found it so easy to ignore when I was a teacher.
- some really frivolous remarks about blogging as career propellant.
For now, I'm going to see how fast I can hit the bottom of this bottle; I'm going to tell my wife as many stories about those kids as she can stand; and I'm going to hope my next job is half as rewarding as the last.
I got a lot better from teaching than I gave. Never let me tell you otherwise.